it's the weekend! smile and go absolutely mad!

Hey everybody!! It's the WEEKEND! thank fuck!
Grrr what a frustrating week.
I'm frustrated.

Been sleeping rather early this past week (before 1am anyway!) and I've been quite good too. Studying and all that shit. But now it's the weekend! Time to cut loose and go wild! And bad. Starting with sleeping at a horribly insane hour to counter all the early nights!

And I've been having bad dreams. The worst part is I can't remember what they are. I nap for half an hour and I get a bad dream, and I wake up feeling absolutely shitty.
Yesterday I woke up and cried.

And this evening, my brother shook me awake. Apparently I was napping and I started screaming so he had to wake me up.

Argh what's happening? Breakdown?

What the fuck. I'm going out tomorrow. With who, and where, I have no idea yet.
I just need to get out for a while. Leave all my problems and shit behind.
wanna join me? :)



Here's a math problem for you:

"Horses have an even number of legs. Behind there's two legs and in front they have fore legs. This makes six legs, which is certainly an odd number of legs for a horse. But the only number that is both odd and even is infinity. Therefore horses have an infinite number of legs."

i want a burger

On saturday night Viv and I heard a very amsuing exchange at the Macdonalds in Forum between this ang mo kid [slightly older than me (I think)] and the Macdonalds cashier.
He went:

"Hi. I want a burger"

"What kind of burger?"

"I dunno. Anything small and inexpensive."

and he ended up with a double cheeseburger. haha. And yes, Viv, I agree I think it's cute. One day I'm gonna go to macdonalds and order a whopper. Or go to burger king and ask for a big mac. something along the lines of that!

I've been productive these two weeks. I've done work! Oh damn I'm afraid I'm turning good!
See, there were those two literature essays a couple of weeks ago, and I studied for my biology test, read up a bit for the literature test, studied for my geography quiz, studied my chinese for tuition, and later tonight I'll study for my geography test tomorrow and revise math.

Eew I just read through that paragraph. And I must say I'm disgusted at myself!

Where, oh where is the bad kid? Never mind. I shall return to my horrible ways soon enough. It's the weekend in a day thank fuck.

I've been so tired this whole week. I have NO idea why! I mean, I've been sleeping early. Before 1:30am every night. Now that's early - for me anyway. Why why why? Oh well I shall get sleep now, and stay up for nights on end during the holidays!
2 weeks more to go.

And I've taught Viv how to play the solo for That Thing You Do. Well it's only 5 notes and bending, still, I'm proud of myself! hahaha.


"and this is the nose! cause the nose knows the difference between your teeth and your toes!"

whahaha

Denise!

HA and just who is this idiot? WHAHAHAHA. ok ok Denise Tan see!? I put your retarded photo up on my blog, upon your request. Say thank you!!

good kid?!

I feel weird. odd. strange. I don't know how to describe it. It's just this weird feeling.

Anyway, I've been such a good girl recently. YOU reading this now! Stop laughing/smiling to youself. you'd better believe me. For ONCE I've been studying!
And just to let you in on a little secret:

I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF IT!

fuck knows why I've been studying and doing my work [essays etc] this past week.


maybe something bit me.


I'm restless. and bored.

argh.

fucked up day

Arghh what a fucked up day.
First there was school, which was complete crap, as usual.

(New phrases for the day: G-STRING!-as in, the underwear- and U.S.A., which stands for U Suck Ass)

And after school, I had to go home and cram 15 of those chinese four-character phrases. In 45 minutes! Surprisingly, I managed to stuff it all into my head and my aunt didn't get mad at me. That's practically a first.
Left for Toa Payoh pool at 5:40pm or so and had training for aaages. Or so it seemed. Anyway I had a muscle cramp and now my right calf muscle feels weird.
Normally, after training, Nellyn and I would go for dinner. However, her father turned up unexpectedly and dragged her back home for dinner.
So, alone, and hungry, I wandered around Toa Payoh Hub and looked high and low for a sandwich, as I didn't feel like anything too heavy and I didn't want anything sweet etch.
Do you know how HARD it is to find a simple sandwich in the whole freaking place?
I walked into 4 bakeries and NO sandwich! 7-11 was sold out too how shit is that?
Finally I decided I wasn't destined to eat today and I caught bus service number 28 home.

All I had today was a bottle of green tea at recess, 3 forkfuls of Nig's potato salad at lunch and a bottle of vanilla coke at 9:10pm.
Like I said. Not destined to eat today.

But fuck, Nic's hungry.

beer bottle riot!

Had to go for this dinner that one of my uncle's bought tonight. Urgh. One of those 2 hour ones, where the food takes eons to come and I don't eat that kinda stuff anyway.
So now I'm bored and hungry!
Anyway throughout the dinner I was so so so bored. Then I got to thinking. What if my brother and I took the beer bottles, smashed them, and started a riot!! So I presented the idea to him and we spent a good 45 minutes discussing who to kill, how, and our thirst for blood.
Thank fuck dinner ended soon after haha.

Shall be getting my pedal tomorrow! Right at this moment, I'm feeling loaded. $320 on my baby! But I'm losing it all tomorrow. Ahh well. Shall gain a beauuutiful multi effects pedal!

and I'm watching Discovery. Fuck cool I wanna squirt milk from my eye. Imagine doing that in school!
catch you fuckers later!

yes yes. I know it was a *bad* thing to do. But who ever said I was a good kid anyway?

the tag board!

Haha yes. After installing one, well, it's madness all the way!
write whatever shit on my tag board! don't let it become a tag BORED. haha ok that was seriously lame! and thanks Shaun for that. whaha.

Was grumpy in school today! Well, kind of. I kept falling asleep, and it was hot, and stuffy, and lessons were boring [what's new] etc etc. But as soon as the last bell rang. Happy again!
I'm getting my pedal on Sunday! But shit I gotta find a bag!

Ivan's famous last words "No bag no pedal!"

dun dun dunnnnn!!

OK so I'm on a MISSION to find a biiiiiiig backpack.
Good luck to me!

got this from Ashhh, who posted it on friendster. I think it's absolutely hilarious.

In order to assure the highest levels of quality work and productivity from students, it will be our policy to keep all students well taught through our program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TEACHING (S.H.I.T.).
We are trying to give our students more S.H.I.T. than anyone else. If you feel that you do not receive your share of S.H.I.T. on the course, please see your lecturer. You will be immediately placed at the top of the S.H.I.T. list, and our lecturers are especially skilled at seeing that you get all the S.H.I.T. you can handle.
Students who don't take their S.H.I.T. will be placed in DEPARTMENTAL EDUCATIONAL EVALUATION PROGRAMS (D.E.E.P . S.H.I.T.).
Those who fail t o take D.E.E.P. S.H.I.T. seriously will have to go to EDUCATIONAL ATTITUDE TRAINING (E.A.T. S.H.I.T.).
Since our lecturers took S.H.I.T. before they graduated, they don't have to do S.H.I.T. anymore, and are all full of S.H.I.T. already.
If you are full of S.H.I.T., you may be interested in a job teaching others.
We can add your name to our BASIC UNDERSTANDING LECTURE LIST (B.U.L.L. S.H.I.T.). For students who are intending to pursue a career in management and consulting, we will refer you to the department of MANAGERIAL OPERATIONAL RESEARCH EDUCATION (M.O.R.E. S.H.I.T.).
This course emphasizes how to manage M.O.R.E. S.H.I.T.
If you have further questions, please direct them to our HEAD OF TEACHING, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (H.O.T. S.H.I.T.).
Thank you, BOSS IN GENERAL, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TEACHING (B.I.G. S.H.I.T.)
Thank You for your time. Sincerely, The Director Under the Michigan Bureau of Super High Intensity Teaching. (The D.U.M.B. S.H.I.T.)

what shit. hahaha.

the 2nd day of CNY

All I can say is: Thank fuck CNY's over. Well, kind of. On Saturday I've STILL got some dinner. And my mother told me the stuff they're serving and well let's just say it's not the kind of things I eat. And I've got about $170 so I need to borrow $30 from my father to pay Ivan for my pedal.
Well lets see I learnt a lot about my family today. Ok, well, a little more. Oldest cousins are like, 40 something. And one of them is a lecturer at TP, and he used to be the dicipline master at St Gabriels'. Did I even spell that right? I don't care! Haha. And my uncle is a member of the Singapore Swimming Club and apparently there are loads of WEIRD people who use it. My uncle's seen these people who go there to shower EVERY DAY, and my aunt's seen aunties dying their hair in the SSC toilet, and another auntie taking liquid hand soap from the dispenser, pouring it all into a bottle and taking it out. Madness.

And there's school tomorrow...FUCK damn it! According to Nellyn, the independant schools don't have school tomorrow! Huh damn myself for joining a crappy shit school.

Oh well. A picture of my acoustic!

CNY and all that shit

Chinese New Year.
Just got back from my aunt's house and thank goodness. Was completely dying of boredom there. Honestly, if I didn't need the money this year I think I'd hide myself in a hole til the two days were over. But ahh well. The things I go through for the money to pay Ivan back for my pedal!
Yamaha GW50 multi effects, come to MEEEE! Hahah.

Oh got an amusing message from Nisa this afternoon. Honestly I think it made my day!

"You did some swimming training durin holiday is it..thats why yesterday you are so much better than nellyn even faster than me"

Man I knew something was wrong last night during training! Suddenly, I was able to keep up with ah Liew! That was shocking. And I guess it's freaked Nisa out too.
NO Nisa I swear upon everything that I didn't do any any ANY swimming training during the holidays! Just the lifeguard course, and there was hardly any real lap swimming involved in that.

I hate not being able to sleep. You lie in bed, staring at nothing, waiting for sleep to come.. and it doesn't. And by the time I sleep it's almost time to wake up and I'm sleep deprived and sometimes grumpy.

I've got a shitty memory. There was something nagging at the corner of my mind and I can't recall what it was now.

the new first post!

Ok I've started again. Hopefully this blog won't get found out too soon eh? Well I've learnt anyway. Nothing too personal will be posted here.

If you want to know whats up with my life, give me a call! I'll talk to you, in fact, I'll talk to almost anyone, since I stay up til 2 or 3 in the morning. Actually, thinking about it, if you call and wake me up, after grumbling that you've woken me up, I'll probably talk to you anyway haha. So call me! I hate hanging in my room at night with nothing to do, waiting for sleep to come.

I got back today at 10pm from toa payoh! Had bloody swimming training at the pool til 8:40pm, by the time I got showered and changed and all that shit it was already nine. Headed to the HDB Hub to have dinner with Nellyn and I've learnt a lesson. I shan't eat too quickly if my stomach is completely empty, now I feel weird and Nellyn kept telling me to barf. Ick. A technicolour yawn!

So I guess every Monday night til July it's gonna be like this! Training til late, late dinner, arrive back home late. Anyone want to join me for dinner? You can meet me at the pool!

The 4A1 fund raising thing seems to be going ok. I saw the powerpoint thing, and I inisit Sheryl Tay you change the cover slide from "Fund Raising by 4A1" to "Fund Raising by 4A1 and Nicola Wong" HAHA. Do it do it or I'll take back the list of bands and contacts! Heh. Kidding.
The only problem is that LeeSiewChoo keeps pushing back the meeting for the discussion about the fund raising stuff.

I've managed to get about 15 bands! Maybe even more, I haven't finished contacting some people, and others are pending. Amazing eh? Guess we'll have to hold auditions and well, scale it down. Right now auditions are in 2 to 3 weeks, tentative.
I'm such a busy girl! Getting calls on my phone a lot cause of the bands. I guess that all-day free incoming thing is effective now.
But I'm never too busy for friends! So call. Man I sound desperate. Hahah I'm NOT I'm just a bored lonely person!

Chinese New Year soon. Frances almost died of shock today cause I mentioned we didn't buy new clothes or whatever. So what? CNY's just another few days. At least, no school thank fuck.

I'll have to go visit those relatives who are too prehistoric to attend the get-togethers. How fun. Not! I'll be bored stiff. Someone better call and entertain me! Or I'll go mad from boredom and do something stupid. Come to think of it, I'll probably do something stupid anyway. It's just in me haha.

Oh well that was a long long babble. I haven't blogged for so long, and I guess all the rubbish stored in my head just came out.

If you're still reading til here, I'd give you a standing ovation if I wasn't so fucking tired.